Rarely do people comment on my postings. That was fine when I hadn't told anyone about this blog thing but now that it's sort of "out" I'm thinking that this is very much like having a one-sided conversation, talking to myself kind of thing. My life really isn't that interesting so why should anyone else think otherwise? I have 7 followers, 2 of which are me (haven't figured out how to delete my selves).
So, in the spirit in which I started doing this, I shall continue to think of it as a journal and not a measurement of whether I am "followed" or interesting or relevant. If those markers of likability were that important to my ego then I should start a blog soley focusing on one thing like the life of my cat or close-up photos of flowers or really pretty pictures of rich peoples interior decor- then I might have 1001 folks checking the blog each morning while drinking their first cup of coffee.
People love to get lost in other worlds, prettier worlds- to escape the harsh realities or just the doldrums of the lives most of us live. I like gorgeous places, if only on my computer monitor, but admit to being a little peeved that some have the time and lots and lots of money to visit and live in paradise. Show offs!
Well, I have my own smallish bit of Eden and find beauty in it every day. I'm okay, really, just a bit of the old insomnia (perhaps old insecurities?).